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On the last night of her husband’s life, Yoshiko Dart walked with him in the garden of their Washington, D.C., apartment complex. As always, they looked at the trees, birds, squirrels, and then the sky. “Sometimes we can see the moon and stars,” Yoshiko says. “He was looking down.
“I said, ‘Darling, just look up at our universe.’”
“I can’t,” Justin told her, “I have a pain in my neck.” Yoshiko said she’d help him, and she lifted his head up.
“Oh yeah,” he said, and he looked up. “Let’s have a universe kiss.”
They kissed for so long that Yoshiko became afraid. “He was not breathing well and if he kissed me too long he might just finish it right there,” she says. “But I guess he was ready.”
Back at the apartment, Yoshiko and the Darts’ Japanese foster daughters helped him into bed and one of the girls went in to talk to him—she wasn’t doing so well in her school work and Justin gave her a pep talk. “But he couldn’t talk, his voice was very small,” says Yoshiko. “He couldn’t breathe. He was mumbling almost and telling her about his own failure in high schools.” Justin went through seven high schools without actually graduating from any of them. But he shared with the girl that he’d never given up. “He tried this thing and then that thing, saying, ‘Look what I have done.’ That was so beautiful,” Yoshiko tells me.
Justin asked Yoshiko for a glass of wine and she told him if he drinks too much the doctors say he’d choke. “I appreciate their advice but give me a wine anyway,” he told her.
“So I gave him his wine and I helped him to eat and he started choking,” she says.
She helped him cough and he said, “Thank you for helping me, darling.” Those were his last words to his wife of 35 years.
“The universe. Until the last day we really contemplated about our life and relationship with the universe and humanity,” Yoshiko says.
What came next for the couple marked what Yoshiko calls “the turning point in his life, and mine.” They visited hospitals and an orphanage in wartime Vietnam—this was in 1966, six years before Jane Fonda did the same. “He thought he’d make a report to Rehabilitation International, and have a nice photo op,” Yoshiko says. Instead they faced what she calls “a real atrocity. The ones who are lucky enough to get inside the orphanage die in their own urine and feces, swarming with flies. Many more are dying in the streets, crawling to get inside.” A little girl reached out to Justin, held him with her eyes, clung to his arm as if he were the saint who could save her. The experience shook him, hard. “A counterfeit saint,” Justin called himself later that night.
“We went back to the hotel and Justin got very drunk,” Yoshiko says. He had seen real evil. He told her, “I am part of the evil. It’s not just somebody else. I am a part of it.” The truth confronting him now was quickly becoming more real to him than his own place in faraway American society.
The Vietnam trip horrified his genteel parents. His women and his drinking they could take, but visiting a country with which his own was at war? Using a family company to push for women’s rights and free disabled kids from institutions? It was too red for their blue blood. Justin, a scion of American capitalism, should be content to make money, not foment revolutionary ideas. Suddenly, without warning, his mother ordered Justin to liquidate Dart Card and told her son his life’s work was worthless. He was devastated.